So it starts You break my heart I can't believe, no Can't believe anything You say to me The pusher steps up I say what's up And the man in the middle Says hello to the both of us And so it begins What would you like to push on me? Right now I'm up for anything Eating, Breathing Sex and Candy I can't see anything And I can't believe it's over now... So you've injected happiness into your skin It gets better as time goes by The feeling starts to take you where you feel like no one hates you Don't you love to get high? You start hallucinating and your brain is going crazy and you're feeling like you might die Your vision's getting shady And you think you're having babies Even though you know you're a guy And you know it's crazy But later you're gonna be down Lookin' around with a smile on your face Nothing to do Just more time to waste And I know it's crazy But baby baby You wouldn't sell your soul So why would you sell yourself Just to get high? Well why not I've got nothing better to do I might as well sit back and kick it for afew days I might just take a detour the wrong way And end up in someone elses grave With a tomestone looming over me In a graveyard made of ivory Nothing but the moon and me Could someone please explain this to me? I can feel it coming on Oh my God it's like the rapture It burns! It hurts! I can feel it coming on Oh my fucking God I'm melting It burns! it hurts! So what would you like to push on me? Right now I'm up for anything Eating breathing Sex and Candy I can't see anything And I can't believe it's over now... Oh please I need something to calm me down I don't like the way I feel right now Everybody ready to clown but I'm the one it the corner sitting down with a frown Because all you mother fuckers look like I could take you out with a gun If I wanted to And that girl over there looks like she'd look kind of pretty with her head chopped off, and her dad knocked off As her _____ is getting beat off So take another layer and rip it right off Take it all off As you trip your balls off Better know that you're not showing off 'till you're about half dead hanging out the window of a car And it feels so good and it looks so clean Yeah the world's so hard It's all so mean But I've got a shortcut A mother fucking fork lift We can get high behind the store again

Violence and the human mind Identify the soul Objectify and let you take control Everything you wanted to believe in Isn't matching your believes I am not afraid To take a look and jump inside You tell me to smile I can tell this will take a while So I read my favorite book for a minute When I realize where I am There's nothing I can do So I turn and look you in the eyes And tell you I love you But you know that ain't the truth Just like a broken tooth I take the medicine And you tell my I'll be okay But I know you're lying I can watch me die I can't believe we're lying But at least we're trying I've got the blues and you're my only cure Now I see the only way I'm so close I taste decay I can't believe it's down to this I can't belive I came so close I know you're lying I can watch me die And so that's it there's nothing more Everything is dead My existance pointless And your eyes portraying dread But I know you're lying I can watch me die Watch me die Watch me die Watch me die Watch me die